You're not together!!! Just try and move on. If you keep obsessing over it, you're only hurting yourself.
Anon you really don’t know anything about it. I told him in the first place that if we were going to be friends with benefits I wouldn’t be comfortable with him being sexual to anyone else in any way. He completely disregarded that, and whenever he’s feeling really sex deprived he suddenly loves me and cares and blah blah but then when he gets what he wants it’s gone. I’ve known him well for a long time so I know he really thinks those feelings are genuine but they’re not. He’s crossed the line. This past weekend he told me the same thing and that he would date me again, that he didn’t want anyone else to have me and didn’t want me to be sexual with anyone else and all that, was really sweet, told me that I’m the only girl he wants to do anything sexual with, now this. This is new for him, it’s not the person I’ve known. We had a mutual agreement that he broke several times, and most recently he’s pretty much shattered my trust. He’s always been honest and sincere so I never thought he would stoop this low but he has. It’s not just me being clingy or whatever, there’s context. I’m well aware that it’s just hurting me more but the only way for me to get through this is to face it head-on. That’s how I get through life. Please don’t make assumptions like that, it’s almost as though you’re disrespecting my intelligence.
can we just get this straight? if you message me on tumblr you are not annoying me i am a lonely person and any form of human contact is a god send
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Oh apparently he says it’s not a big deal
Okay please someone tell me that I’m not crazy for freaking out over this because he got all attached and said he still loved me and blah blah then when he got what he wanted he went back but he went even farther he’s going to be physically intimate with another girl and probably it will go far because she’s a slut and he’s soooo sexual please tell me that THIS IS A BIG DEAL because i don’t know what’s real anymore tbh
Also I wish it was as simple as just taking him out of my life but I have this obsession, I want to know what he’s doing even if I don’t want him bringing me down. The only way to really know is to interact with him…I just feel like I HAVE to know. And maybe I don’t but I don’t care. I can’t rest until I know.
If you need anything, you can message me. I kind of went through something similar so I know exactly how you feel. It's hard but I know it's not impossible.
Thank you <3
I responded to him: “so you’re saying you’re having sex on saturday…or at least doing something with shana….”
He replied “Not sure” which I’ve come to realize is code for “something will probably happen even if I don’t know it yet I’ll start thinking with my dick and shit will go down”
I wish I could just disappear
I mean I know perfectly well why I’m being stupid and weak and why I should just walk away but if you know anything about love and how people change you’d understand that it’s not that simple.
